Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Staples Out

Hello internet world-

Here is the lastest Scrappy update. Yesterday Will, Jim, Scrappy Doo and myself returned to Summit Vet hospital to get Scrappy's staples out. It only took 10-15 mintues. But being back in the same place where tears, conversation and very hard decisions were made; brought a lot of fear out of me. I see Scrappy being sad that he is not able to do the things that he is used to doing. But he is alive. He is breathing. He is still able to put a smile on my face and and I hope that I can still make his tail wag.

Still have not heard from the scholarship/charity committee at WSU and I put my heart and soul into another application for the OxynBreezy Foundation. Hopefully something will turn up. Working long hours being away from both Scrappy and Will is hard on me. I wish I had the resources to take care of my family. Right now I am focosed on the month of April, I will work everyday until May hoping to make enough money to make a denet in his medical bills and still keep food in our fridge. I am exhasted emotional and physically and it's only tuesday. Three more weeks, and then maybe I'll take a weekend off and then re-evluate. If my family is falling apart at the seams then I start over brainstorming and hoping that I can pay for all the debt I have occured. I personal always considered myself to live within my means but LVC and Guadalupe House taught how to live on vitually nothing. How to be happy without money. How to experience, share and enjoy each other's company.

Scrappy is my company.